ea

 

Ea (I am mad for power)

 

From the moment i fucking saw her

I noticed her trembling all around me

a bouquet of feelings fucking thrashing out of her

That moment I knew what a damn mess she was

oh what a damn mess future held for us

I saw the mad suffering

experience rattled by folly

 

my lust for what was to come, for what was to feel

My essence gulps it down through widened eyes, finally taking my fix

I am calm now, I finally found it

let’s drag ourselves through molten glass, elbows unsated

 

to fall so far, to live so deep, to never reach the bottom

to the abyss I blindly drink

to plunge, to be, to fathom

 

I will record myself fucking reciting this; the passion, the depth, a writing machine stamping letters downwards in the dark.